blogging from school computer,sweeet (Wednesday, January 14, 2009 / 6:21 PM)
only hours away from the impending chemistry test and i feel as if i havent studied at all for it.
oh crap,not a way to start off the first test of the year by flunking it.i understand that they are pressed for time but why do they have to include so many chapters in one go?so many structured qns some more :(
i dont know whether i want the year to be longer or shorter.TORTURE>.< it is even stressful to be in class sometimes.to have to watch the way i act and present myself to others so as not to offend people accidentally with my naturally gross self.haha.. i just want to enjoy myself this year.open up to more people.i am not isolating myself,seriously,and i wont let anyone do that to me.i just dont know what to say,how to act, in a manner that would please people.i cant make everyone like me,but i dont want to have any enemies either.
oh no i abhor emo-ing ..-_-...despite my growing sado-masochism.
hahahah was freaking tired yester..reached home at 9 from CO pratice,ate dinner,read a bit of chem n totally fell asleep on the bed. ding xiaoyan (our conductor,also known affectionately as bell little swallow,directly translated)went mad yesterday and stayed back with the entire tanbo(strings) section until 8pm++.then the guzheng guy came to
seduce practise with her. and we had to solo some parts -_- oh shit must practise more.
so ends my utterly boring day.my timetable sucks man,i'd rather they eradicate thehours and hours of break that we have n let us go home earlier.
and oh yeah,does anyone have the feeling of something vibrating in their pocket and dig around to find that they are only your wallet and keys inside?and that your hp is inside your bag?
omg i have become so attached to my hp that it has become integrated with a part of me.nooooo...i vibrate spontaneously!
better return back to my chem notes, then,wish me all the best!return me my brains,someone,As dont grow on trees!