EPIC day (Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 4:29 AM)
woke up at 5.21 today to use the toilet,but went back to sleep immediately until my 5.55 alarm went off.pressed the snooze button for one hour before pressing the off button,then slept happily until 9.30,when i woke up and was like O_O
today's timetable ended at 12 for me,so yeah, it was pretty useless for me to go to school only for Civics.so i continued sleeping.LOL.
We just started a new topic,diversity and evolution for biology today. i predict that there will be alot of debate over it! went up to research on it myself.Apparently,Darwin went against the church just to prove his theories (he was baptised,but his father was secretly a free thinker.)Like many geniuses,he was afflicted by countless health problems before his death and married his cousin..
From a religious perspective,i am neutral though.i have dabbled in christianity (my aunt/friends/random preachers would invite me to go for services) ,my family's buddhist and a lot of my friends are athiest.I think i just dont care very much.there are gaping loopholes in each religion.No one really knows the truth during those times,so religion was created to explain nature's phenomenons,like why the sun rises from the east..but then,they must have some basis in fact-the world cannot have so many deluded followers.
One thing i have to admit,Christianity does make you a better person.It made my aunt and uncle save their marriage while they were on the verge of divorce(uncle had an affair with some sweet young thing)however,there are just some feelings i find difficult to articulate,sensitive to touch upon;this repels me from commiting to a particular religion.i have better things to focus my energies on.To place your absolute faith,your hopes,your prayers on something undefined is not what i would wish for.my believing in something provides comfort,a sense of security-but i think that is not a direction which i should take.
