(Tuesday, August 18, 2009 / 9:46 AM)
maybe i am being too sensitive but then i am just pervaded by hues of paranoia.i should just sleep and not think too much,but then i jus drank a caffeinated drink and cant sleep.and hence thy shall blog and eat an orange at the same time (lack of vitamin C and dinner) and wonder how to get out of the literature lesson where i am supposed to have prepared all my tutorial statements.i guess i should just pon as usual as i know my caffeinated self would not be able to wake up the next morning due to intense fatigue and self-pity,but then aw heck just let me post my views on a vast neglected online portal for the scrutiny of all.
now is a period of time i classify to be
BRAIN DRAG.like,when u stare at the paper and feel sluggish and nothing goes in and u take forever to solve like one pathetic question,then u decide you dont really care after all and start gossiping to the nearest friend around,then u get shushed by crazy annoying people,and u know u are even more crazily annoying than them but you just feel pissed anyway and that really puts a damper on your day =(
and then there is this phase also where i am going through where u really doubt the intentions of other people-maybe i am just being impatient after all,but then i really dont wanna waste any time or brain cells especially in such a stressful period..it just really hurts sometimes u wonder if you are being sensitive but then you are too afraid to voice it out because you dont want to seem sensitive,and then these thoughts just accumulate in your head until they are about to explode and you are trapped in this kaleidoscope of emotions.u cant help it cos after all you are only a girl.
what wenzhen said recently got me thinking: she constantly keeps harping on a reverse harem for me (an inside and totally untrue joke la) then it got me thinking la,not bad also lor.can assign them all numbers
#1:drive car
#2:sweep floor
#3:wash toilet on alternate days
#4:bring slippers when u reach home
#5: sew french maid costume
HHA.maybe not the last one then! yeah in ppl's dreams mann..NO THAT IS NOT A SECRET FETISH O______________O
