=)im throwing out my general paper stuff now!it is taking up too much space in my life.

and response to some of life queries:

- i am not desperate.i already dun have enough energy to cope with A levels and much less for a relationship right now.as **** said before on his blog(i must stop referring to him on my blog=( but then his blog posts r pretty memorable so bo bian.shh dun tell him or his ego will inflate )it is like, u find someone more attractive,even though the person beside them is more good looking.then u spend some time trying to find out why.i think when u find out the reason,it is not fun anymore.oh well,that is how fickle life is.

-i do not have a lot of guy friends.in class i am always sandwiched betwn jon n bb cos of the coincidental seating orientation rather than anything else.i dont like to sit in the front row because i want to sleep/talk cock/gossip/never do homework/stone.and then wenzhen will pangseh me and go sit in the second row with mich and gang and i no place to sit D: i have calibrated the percentages and decided my male and female friends are of equal proportions but then since most of my male friends are gay/metrosexual/SNAGs it tends towards the female side lar.i think sometimes when making friends it is not about the gender,it is about whether u have the chemistry and whether the other party is receptive towards continuing the friendship.:)

- a recent psychometric assessment test i took at the civil service college has got me thinking.it labels me as a braggart,procrastinator and a loner.which i suppose i am to some extent, i acknowledge that. i got suaned a lot in the report,but then it also provides avenues for self-reflection, am i really that bad a person?i suppose i can get egoistic and "think i am superior to others" and manipulative at times,but whether it manifests itself in the external behaviour is another matter altogether. i should really watch what i say next time!!! but i dont wanna dumb myself down for the sake of others hahaha.but i seriously doubt the credibility of the test as it was taken after 3 rounds of gruelling mental examinations ( 1 math paper, 1 english deductive paper and 1 science paper? i forgot.but then i do remember it was freezing the the RJC hall, i didnt have a jacket and all the papers were impossible to finish, hence i conclude that the first 3 papers are redundant and just to mentally torture us so we would not have the mental capacity to lie for the personality test questions).

jiayou for A levels there are only 70++ days left?=)not much advice i can offer,but i am always willing to help ppl in need who ask! (is this acting as thinking you are superior to others? lol.maybe i should try to eat a bit of humble pie.lucky my mama jus bought a slice! =D)

this pie looks like egg tart man.stupid americans no originality.