rant (Tuesday, November 24, 2009 / 3:43 AM)
sometimes,i dont know why people quote from miley cyrus incessantly.i mean the song 'the climb' is seriously overrated.it is supposed to be touching and meaningful but i just dont see it that way.
Ain't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!this is more bullshit than any literature essay i have ever written.it is just like me asking you to slog during jc for 2 years and after finishing the exams,tell you you are not going to get your cert because some cambridge dodder ate it,thinking it was his evening Fish Soup.are you going to reminisce over how much you learnt over the 2 years of jc,how your suffering has caused you to become the mature and independent person you have become today?but then your suffering was ultimately your goal,the A level cert that paves your way to a University and your future and actually to me the process...some parts of it are just things that i want to forget.haha.ive had a fair share of good things and bad things from jc life and i know i am digressing,but bear with me.
honestly i dont know what i am going to do this holidays,got a few things lined up.
4Dec Prom night.i got the shoes and the dress but i am thinking of replacing the dress as they abit dun match the shoes but i dont wanna waste money.hmmm last time i will sit beside my classmates for everything again...whether i will continue keeping in contact with them is another matter,as much as it is hard to admit some are only friends of circumstance,friends out of politeness and political co-operation.i think only time can tell whether you matter to others,but i already think i know more or less the people that will be sticking by my side,love all of you ! =))
5-12 Dec SYC camp.to tell you the truth i wanted to slack this holidays..but i dont know if i would have another chance to be ace again next year! well.the interns are really gorgeous AGAIN..last years one was from TP this year dunno what.but then they sure are good looking..even though in a different style from last year,but it doesnt hurt to have people who are pleasing to the eye there.i am really looking forward to it...even though i am not that extroverted and there are like only 3 people from exhibition.but then i hope i can make it a fun experience for all the participants,hopefully they wouldnt get such a scolding like from last year.gotta learn how to put on the happy-mask now,being happy even though you may not be in character is nt fake,i realize.sometimes even faking it abit is worthwhile to please others that matter.haha.patience is key.