sorry for not updating the syc post.i tink it will jus be left hanging for eternity haha.

got my wisdom teeth out today,really gross.it is an almost surreal feeling seating half inclined on the dentist chair and he jabs at you 100000 times with the needle of pain and scolds you for getting cavities( might have to do root canal,shingz,sometimes i wonder why teeth are so bloody expensive) and drills at you with a loud drilling machine.the nurse inserts a tube into your mouth and sucks up blood and gums,you can see the slight reflection of your bloody mouth with her goggles,the dentist pushes and scrapes and cuts,grumbling away at the inconvenience( this one is a grumpy doc yo) and the weirdest thing is that you dont feel a thing.until after awhile you start to realize that perhaps the painkiller dosage wasnt high enough.

basically rotted at home today could only manage to sleep three hours the previous night..think it is a painkiller thing? lucky im not allergic to this one.something mildly productive by learning how to play Humans by the Killers from siggi mertens,moping around,eating too much ricola lozenges so that the roof of your mouth goes all blackcurranty and elderberry.

trying to psycho my mum to buy the LG chocolate BL20.i tink the price range is ok its abt a hundred dollars if on ione plan..wanna change phone to a camera one with at least 5 MP so i wouldnt have to rely on my currently spoilt fat canon and this is kind of the best deal i could find even though i dun really like the phone design.. but at least not as irritating as the flip phone i have now la.i dont like flip phones,really.

and im not telling my mom im getting an electric guitar this friday.she will kaboom at the thought of that and start lecturing me on whenever i have tried to pick up something and failed.yeah is a major failure dun need to remind me.meanwhile i am still jobless and trying my luck at sending resumes online lol.bought skinny black pants as i heard tat they are the basics o.O and my spanish guitar is still pending at synwin violins $513 for the cheapest..and plus the polaroid that i want my wishlist seems to be never ending.maybe i should ask for additional allowance for new year clothes lol.

New Year Resolutions Draft xoxo:

be obssessed with guitar instead of my lack of a life

go work out regularly,im fitter than my corpse like complexion shows,you superficial critiques.

get a Scholarship to justify my money wastage for 2009

hope fervently for straight As in A levels

grow my hair back into my gaga fringe,i really regret cutting it shingz.

Get a more or less regular job ?part time wudeva,got money

get a better guitar teacher...

less time on the laptop

not to let people get to me more often,and be more tolerant of friends and family

hope i can keep to them but think i will break them.mwahah