suddenly i'm famous and people know my name minling.zhss.nyjc.NUS law student and still trying to figure out my path in life. bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

my heart has been captured by your funny little smile

i don't know for sure where this is going blah

don't promise me forever just love me day by day Layout: hasta mañana Inspiration: balloon.s Fonts: toomunch Icons: defying affection Lyrics: Funny Little World Others: colour codes

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my GC lies under the ocean
my GC lies over the sea
my GC lies over the ocean
oh bring back my GC to me


Bring back bring back
oh bring back my gc to me,to me
bring back,oh bring back
oh bring back my GC to me

my GC has gone missing one day
now im sad i cant do P n C
and i have to use scientific calculators
which suck in comparison,to me

Bring back bring back
oh bring back my gc to me,to me
bring back,oh bring back
oh bring back my GC to me


oh how much i miss you oh GC
youre the thing that i most want to see
to get a new one i must spend 187 dollars
oh GC wont you come back to me

Bring back bring back
oh bring back my gc to me,to me
bring back,oh bring back
oh bring back my GC to me

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omgosh.i.made.the.same.mistake.as.i.did.in.sec.2.

i have forgotten than there are people that actually read my blog! :( and start spouting rubbish.and i have received comments that the poorly disguised characters were indeed poorly disguised xD paiseh lots ryan :)well since it is out it might as well be out so i decided to re-publish it.the affected parties dont read my blog anyway.


hmm.on that topic?


are you affected by why people like you or not?


because i was chatting with my classmates when i said i was worried that a particular person in the class,didnt like me very much because of some stuff she did( i didnt bitch abt that person mind you,i am stil ok with everyone as a classmate).and then bb was like stop being paranoid do you even care.and jon was like yeah yeah just dont care and wenzhen was like you alwz give the impression that you dont care why should you care.then i said yah i shouldnt give a damn and then five seconds later im thinking about it again.


hmm.i am too tired to care about stuffs now honestly.


tired from all the syf trainings,,tml is one rare rest day.played too slowly when the conductor made us go one by one cos i was a little scared X.x and first time wearing costume o.I the one and only timg people will see me in a dress i think.hahaha!

oh my.i initially intended on a full hiatus ..but then so many events have been happening of late thaT i am forced to blog! :P

obviously,all the 0804 scandals have been blown wayyy ou of proportion.we seem 2 have a neverending vicious cycke of them,some highly improbable,none that have come to fruition.however,dont assume so early.the latest one just has hope yet.


from my deduction,our class' darling scholar,lets call him R (poorly disguised, i know), once said this.


it would be nice if life came with instructions. or at the very least, nametagsit would be so great if people did stuff like showing the Ace of diamonds from the start of the game [when they're not supposed to!][no prizes for guessing who the blur one was] and practically scream 'I AM YOUR PARTNER'that would make life so much simpler


oh my,looks like you got your wish!what a pretty ethyl side chain she is too :Di think they are quite match leh.got chance got chance.XDeven he admits that he finds her pretty.


R went pretty crazy today after chem spa,while walking to the front gate he started to lament about how it was a small thing that escalated from bai yun gang until now everybody knew it-then proceeded to throw all his papers + file onto the floor and grarar.i wish i had taken a video it was a totally un-R moment! tsk.so unglam.scholars development some more.


was taking the bus home with wenzhen when we discussed about this.and agreed that he was kind of cute sometimes when you were squinting very very hard and tilting your head at a 37 degree angle orjust got infected with a bout og conjunctivitis.just joking lah! then i said hmm i thought J would fall under that category too-i think he interacted with the ethyl side chain also-anyway both have their own gd pts im partial to them cos they pw pals.then i said sometimes he reminded me a teddy bear and wenzhen said if he was a teddy bear then the other would be a stone teddy bear,then i was like LOL it was weird to think of your friends as teddies and made of stone would be totally unhuggable and amusing.and while it is highly unprobable that i would fall for any of the teddies (both teddies are sold) it was still amusing to see how their scandals progressed :3 bless you,teddies.


i probably sound like im not talking sense like whatever.

i still remember the first scandal didnt take much intellect to be honest both parties is got chance but very slim chance 2b tgt...mostly cos the guy didnt dare to take action and the girl was being oblivious and pretty until the truth got out and everybody decided to let it blow over and nobody knows whats going on.and the second case where it is girl loving boy where the boy wasnt ready but the girl knew what she wanted and went ahead to get it but she missed,yeah she missed.

Sweet, so would I,Yet I should kill thee with much cherishing.Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow,That I shall say good night till it be morrow


will any of it ever come true?much of it has been a fairy tale thus far,it is because we are a fraid or we have other priorities;we do not want to damage friendships or dont want to accept the old hard reality that is plae in front of us,for shame,shame that we would want to fall into this deep dark hole,an abyss which we would never want to come out of.

anyway,on to school stuff still ignoring my piling stack of homework?lol...i dont know i have been really tired but not sleeping well of late,skipped a couple of lessons giving myself a 2 and a half hour break instead of the half hour intended but then it passed like five minutes...wonder if i can catch up,i am really behind and with syf and all the pressure is going up up up


wish me luck people :) its only a few months left!

woke up at 5.21 today to use the toilet,but went back to sleep immediately until my 5.55 alarm went off.pressed the snooze button for one hour before pressing the off button,then slept happily until 9.30,when i woke up and was like O_O


today's timetable ended at 12 for me,so yeah, it was pretty useless for me to go to school only for Civics.so i continued sleeping.LOL.


We just started a new topic,diversity and evolution for biology today. i predict that there will be alot of debate over it! went up to research on it myself.Apparently,Darwin went against the church just to prove his theories (he was baptised,but his father was secretly a free thinker.)Like many geniuses,he was afflicted by countless health problems before his death and married his cousin..



From a religious perspective,i am neutral though.i have dabbled in christianity (my aunt/friends/random preachers would invite me to go for services) ,my family's buddhist and a lot of my friends are athiest.I think i just dont care very much.there are gaping loopholes in each religion.No one really knows the truth during those times,so religion was created to explain nature's phenomenons,like why the sun rises from the east..but then,they must have some basis in fact-the world cannot have so many deluded followers.


One thing i have to admit,Christianity does make you a better person.It made my aunt and uncle save their marriage while they were on the verge of divorce(uncle had an affair with some sweet young thing)however,there are just some feelings i find difficult to articulate,sensitive to touch upon;this repels me from commiting to a particular religion.i have better things to focus my energies on.To place your absolute faith,your hopes,your prayers on something undefined is not what i would wish for.my believing in something provides comfort,a sense of security-but i think that is not a direction which i should take.

can anyone tell me what chapters are coming out for math test? HAHAHAHHAHA I AM HOPELESS.

hmm.i wonder.

how do you define liking someone?

is it when your heart beats a violent tattoo when you are around him?

or is it when you are comfortable in his presence,his laugh makes you smile;you do a double-take whenever you catch sight of him.


i still dunno-this is inspired by the recent spate of scandals mind you.not that i like anyone myself.YES ryan and wz, i have forgotten.or like boonbin said,you never forget a person,you get used to not having them around.


i wonder why we remember the sad memories more vividly than we do for the happy ones.


i wish i could hear your harmonica again.


it is hard to do a tooth-less smile when u have braces.you kind of go :D and expose alot of gums which is very D: for me cos i usually do :) instead of ;D if u dun believe check out the sch photos(not the candid ones la) i got used to this new kind of smile though,but im still rather self conscious.

cut my hair.lol.nothing as drastic as michelle's though.





i can finally play pet society again XD paris(jonathan's suggestion for a name,dun ask me)she looks different now,she no longer naked and bathing at other people's houses ( u can clean other ppl in urself in the game),she got a yellow dress and she traded here


and yeah,she finally shitted after so long O______O but then i accidentally clicked the shit out of curiousity and i cleaned it ! D: siannn aiyah u will know what i mean when u play the game.hahah i am addicted !


and by the way people i cannot believe how you guys are so obsessed over my man ling post. it was totally random.

Random Event: In a spate of utter retardedness,i chucked my bag when i was clearing my room,aiming for my bed,but instead it ended up in my DUSTBIN. URGH.

allowing myself 12 minutes of slack time, i have decided to do a Response post to other people's blogs as well.

Wenzhen
http://p4091a.livejournal.com/52812.html

i know what you mean.i think there is just some things in life we cant control,no?

i think you would also know what i have been through.i thank jon lau and CO for being an outlet for my frustrations. i thank renee for being so understanding.

honestly, i really sincerely think you deserve an A.i looked through your three documents,they were ok.forgive me for saying this, but i think what was lacking in your group was that..drive and unity and cunning.of course, my group is not perfect either.

Admittedly, i had to do a lot of behind the scenes manipulation to get things my way XD (i.e. i slipped in ideas durin discussions,black face people when i object to an idea and get overly agitated, i also lied to my group members:e.g. i told them my pi was approved by pereira when it wasnt totally cleared yet,but then we were at subway and so totally stuck for ideas because alot of them the PI cmi that i decided that i had to say something to get us ahead.fortunately, it turned out to be a rather fruitful session and we had a direction to head towards)

and to those people that i vetted their PI/eOm /i & r, i am sorry i was so hard you you guys, but it was really for your own good.

there is so much more i want to say,but i cant say it here.

i think after pw, i have become more meticulous,learn to scrutinize details, though insufficiently for GP lah -_________- i know without pw, i wouldnt have talked that much to ryan,jeremy,sushan and rebecca;learnt how to work with people beyond my circle of friends.etc.


不甘愿

i think thats an understatement.if i were you, i would have murdered everyone 50m in the vicinity with a Measuring cylinder and a Pipette.(*imagines wenzhen spinning around shooting pipettes in all directions)


i think you need the treat of ice cream more than my pw group members.how they still have the cheek to accept my offer, i still dunno.haha.im gonna be sooooo broke.talk to you more at school kay?

you say you are sorry to the people u snapped at in a bad mood.like i said, it is ok to do that to me, it is okay to do that to jonathan,because jonathan is thick skinned we understand ;i still havent thanked you for tolerating me during my periods of silence and irritation,because i was in a bad mood,was really tired or whatever. i blame HORMONES for that.O_O cos i have friends like that, i dun need to act all fake and happy around you, i can trust you guys to keep what i say a secret and you will leave me alone when i want to be alone.but then u are always free to ka jiao me hahaha. i wont mind too much, it might break me out of my emo mood?

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i am not going to say shit like it is the end of a long journey,we have succeeded,blah blah.
it is just a great load off my chest to have an A secured.will blog more later.


on the issue of mr pereira

on the whole i think he was a great help to pw.after all,who was the one that substantiated all the research?who was the one that painstakingly went through our written reports not once,but several times?

i do admit he was overbearing and rather anal at times,where he would argue and drag issues instead of resolving them as efficiently.but heck,no one is perfect, i would rather get someone like him than nandwani or gopal.


i kind of think that in the frustration of pw,everyone sort of directed their hatred of the subject towards him-he was just too easy to blame;he had to put down some of our ideas,did any of us ever consider that we were wrong?i think it was just too hard for some of us to get off our moral high horse.i am even grateful that the wong dude was our moderator, it is nothing like a great morale slump that bonds the group.

and that all this is over, i think i can view him more objectively.


and congratulations to a particular class of a particular winehouse :D where all except one got A! whee~the class goes unnamed for fear of arrogance.congrats to all those that got A too! for those that got B,it is okay,only 1.25 rank points away from an A,continue to jiayou for the ever important A levels ^^

pink

the shy innocence,the first touch
so tender,like a baby's bottom
watching the sunset,awaiting the sweet rebirth


red

deep,rich,raw plum
thick velvet which i am blanketed
you taste of the salty and sweet

blue

melancholic rivulets
stranded in the past.fingers entwined
i can feel your pulse.bee-bop bee-bop.


yellow

your heart goes like warm butter sliding down hot toast.(this part was coped fr devis nick :D)
like the sunshine on the summer lake
canaries singing,a perfect melody



iloveyou



every colour is magic to me.

totally k-o ed over the weekend. D

and for those stressed about tests,here are some tips you may have seen before:

i want to try this for binomial someday

LOL,shes a woman!

No.there is an elephant in the way.LOL.

primary school kids are more and more corrupted nowadays.i dunno if it was a genuine mistake...-_-

here it is!