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finally, a post without existentialist angst. I shall attempt to blog more like a girl *shudders*



got apples and walnuts and some thin mayo thingy.wasnt worth the 9.50 i paid ! :( i should have known better than go into a slaughterhouse to order SALAD =_=

2da3,mummies n i wen 2 jack's place ( heeheehee).though it is known as a steakhouse, i order a SALAD because *shhh* im on a diet! ooh i am so fat! i was horrified to spie walnuts in miie salad.they contain so many calories.omgooshh.nehhz.


so i is spent 15 min taking out all the walnuts.mummies ate them,thinking they were brains.ooh mummies noo you will get FAT D:


P.S. (goes in a corner to vomit)
P.P.S. btw i didnt have a salad cos i was dieting, cos im a earth loving (not) vegeterian and nothing on the menu was suitable for veggielanders like me.so i ended up eating salad +side dishes+fries coped fr my mum+mocha which looks nice on the menu but tasted better at starbucks+mum's dessert from her set meal.and im not a fan of nuts.


i hate my phones camera *stabs at tomato* it is YOUR fault!


lao niang looking at menu.complaining as usual why so expensive ah,why my coffee four dollars (tasted like something out of a sewer by the way,when coffee is too strong it makes me gag x_X)



christians if u know what is good for you STOP reading here.or dont blame me if you get offended cos i dont give a shit.












*[<やおい様>} *.. ἄθεος... preferiti says:
i think cos i stayed at nyjc for gary neo
then bit disappointed
[神樂] 真的爱，就放手一搏；还想什么，还怕什么~ says:
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haha
*[<やおい様>} *.. ἄθεος... preferiti says:
tt i stayed for a CHRISTIAN
it is god's manipulation!
i reject God
i reject his blessing of faith
because i dont want to be Blinded
by the illusion of Creationism
because the world is fucked up the way it is


I should really stop sticking by stereotypes.
I used to try and differentiate myself from religionism- i can be close to people with different ways of thinking,we can still be friends.


tolerate.ignore.understand.


i have even come close to accepting faith as a great power,because it is in the lives of many.


yet it has not touched me and i doubt it ever will.


I am so disillusioned about life,about STUPIDITY.maybe it is all too much for my stifled brain to process.sometimes i think illumination is a curse.but i cant stop that hunger for the truth within me.It may be a sin,lust,greed,gluttony,whatever, i am GUILTY of EVERYTHING.does that really condemn me to hell or is this just God's plans??or is jesus crucified to pay for our sin>>>i dont UNDERSTAND AT ALL.


some biblical imagery could be put in crude animalistic terms.



The Ecstasy of St.Theresa

I saw in his hand a long spear of gold, and at the iron's point there seemed to be a little fire. He appeared to me to be thrusting it at times into my heart, and to pierce my very entrails; when he drew it out, he seemed to draw them out also, and to leave me all on fire with a great love of God. The pain was so great, that it made me moan; and yet so surpassing was the sweetness of this excessive pain, that I could not wish to be rid of it. The soul is satisfied now with nothing less than God. The pain is not bodily, but spiritual; though the body has its share in it. It is a caressing of love so sweet which now takes place between the soul and God, that I pray God of His goodness to make him experience it who may think that I am lying.

Some modern critics have derided the semi-syncopal religious experiences as veiled orgasmic phenomena rather than spiritual encounters. However, Robert Harbison has expressed his doubt that Bernini, a follower of the mystical exercises of followers of St. Ignatius of Loyola, would have intended to depict here an episode of lust fulfilled.^[4] Instead, Bernini aims to express the facial and body equivalents of a state of divine joy.


i think this is merely a veiled description of sex and yes,orgasmic phenomena.


there is even a cult that believes that orgasms bring us closer to God,after all it is the process of creation of life.


yet no,science has disproved it as a bunch of hormones,yet the holies say that it is part and parcel of Creationism.and why do priests do a vow of chastity when orgasms are considered by some to be a holier than thou experience?is it because it is a sin?then if it is a sin,it is such a sin that brought about the birth of every single human being.are we all then products of sin and should be condemned to die eventually under that justification?then why is such sinning kept under wraps by society?


the truth is we are all just ANIMALS.


we were a mistake of evolution.perhaps we were just meant to destroy the earth so that a new one could rejuvenate.remember the story of Noah's Ark.human beings are just tainted with evil.we can ignore our instincts,but do we ever do?our intelligence has caused us to come to believe in a higher power,but can we ever trace it origins?can we ever prove that christianity is not merely a product of our blind grappling to explain the truth,thus creating fantasies to explain this?in the past the chinese could not explain why the sun rose from the east and created some story about sun gods but then hasnt science proved otherwise?



and all this indoctrination going around.i attended a ceremony from a church i shall not name,and it almost seemed to be like a satanic cult.all the singing and eye rolling and chanting and the way they repeatedly tried to force God into my life.Unfortunately, i rejected Him.Now who is the enlightened one here?



for those in christian families,have you ever questioned your religion?or did you jus belive wholly in the bible which your parents provided you with?if you did, then you are just plain shallow.nothing is absolute.humans are flawed.the bible may even be flawed,the original language of the bible is jewish.could some meaning be lost when it is translated,changes in syntax to appeal to the modern generation. if i was christian i would rest until i have gouged out every detail,because i wont so willingly hand over my life like that.at the very least, i believe in power, i believe in faith,but i dont believe in the entity.


i have much more to say,maybe next time if i am not burnt at stake.life has gotten a whole lot more purposeless.


at least i still have that mask of strength to rely on.






in an ongoing and subtle bimbotic debate,me and wz and cheryl have been arguing over who is the most good looking in the angels and demons movie.

ok la, the movie is actually more plot-based than eye-candy,but then also must have aesthetic appeal ma! o.Ohey i am only human.


horrifyingly,wz aand cheryl found the blonde,skimpy,pale faced and sallow security guard handsome.which i was like o.O "he looks a bit like draco malfoy!" then i started to argue how the camerlengo was much better looking,which then they retaliated that he looked quite old (he is 38 btw o.O but hte looks half his age without the wrinkles...)


unsatisfied, i went online to dig more photos of thure Lindhardt (the blonde actor) in an attempt todig up more physical evidence of his uglinesss..



Behold!







needless to say i failed miserably.omg he is really not bad looking leh >_> i concede defeat! im just not attracted to blonde pale guys i guess..and another bummmer..theyre rumours tt he is GAY.LOLOLOL.


but sze chien and i agreed tt the camerlengo was cute.cant find any good high quality photos of him so ill stop here.he was played by ewan mcgregor btw. and he loks a little bit like the cambodian guy :X


another cool thing to note was the ambigrams. i thought it was really ingenious of the author to think of this ! o.O the first time i read the book i was turning it over and over,fascinated by the symmetry.



can you decipher it? it got earth fire water air...turn it upside down and it still reads the same!




same with the illuminati too. i should learn how to write my name like that.



in a way there is some truth to this.Faith makes people blind,and those that go against religion perceive to be the illuminated :) but then no one really knows whether god exists la,and i refuse to put my faith in an ambiguous entity.i hope i am not assasinated for this.

went to watch angels and demons with some classmates today.


quite insightful,but then ending was abit weird,the transition of the hero to become the culprit was a bit sudden for the audience.hahaa.


I dont even get why there is so much controversy over this. i do not feel that it demeans the church in any way.In fact, it even supports the church to some extent-the existence of the Illuminati is never validated..the church prospers yet has to lie for the greater good..I guess christians are just sensitive about the bloodshed and scheming portrayal of their most revered Christian authority figures?

even the bloodshed and murder was done in the name of God,to cleanse the "sins" of the doer and unite the church.



and somehow the movie portrays the pope and the referiti as vulnerable old men.maybe they are afraid,or just apprehensive, of the reality.ah these issues are just so good to debate.






omg,the camerlengo (right)is cute. i wonder if it is sacrilegous to say this...o_O


I think the illuminati symbol is really novel though.I shall make it my life's quest to research on them!(just joking ..)


Illuminati (plural of Latin illuminatus, "enlightened") is a name that refers to several groups, both historical and modern, and both real and fictitious



"Let the angels guide us in our path"


God,whether or not he exists,I still acknowledge him as a powerful unifying force,and i respect religion for that.




my braces hurt :((

and its so blue~~


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tomato farmed by a jap guy

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The company would not be reponsible for possible side effects like choking,dying or spontaneous DNA mutations resulting in cancer.


*chomp*




from a cool person, nocturnaldevil,who ihve been a fan of for quite a few years.hee hee hee.
cute and terrifying work,appeals to the inner sardonic side of all of us XD

I usually dont use the word awesome,because for some reason, it irritates me...so his work shall be FANTABULOUSDELICISTIC!!!


























i should have gone to njc and taken arts stream.or went to ajc and taken science stream.whateverr.looks like i am doomed never to meet my target in the end.







entirely,my plan to remain invisible went down the drain in ny-_________- cannot lah,personality like that.what i think, i will say and i think that is what people appreciate about me.







gotta get off the stuff i am addicted to/chiong them during the holidays so i can be satis fied.











on the other hand,jap trip is cancelled because of swine flu ):











WHYY???









what did i ever do to you?? i dont even eat you,you idiot!!


to all the princess piggies out there, this is what your relative has done to us.dun even know why people like to cute-ify pigs.calling you a pig is not a compliment. it just means you are ugly but adorable.which means you are just ugly.









MWAHAHAHHA. revenge of the piggidywigs!



The Pig

In England once there lived a big
And wonderfully clever pig.
To everybody it was plain
That Piggy had a massive brain.
He worked out sums inside his head,
There was no book he hadn't read.
He knew what made an airplane fly,
He knew how engines worked and why.
He knew all this, but in the end
One question drove him round the bend:
He simply couldn't puzzle out
What LIFE was really all about.
What was the reason for his birth?
Why was he placed upon this earth?
His giant brain went round and round.
Alas, no answer could be found.
Till suddenly one wondrous night.
All in a flash he saw the light.
He jumped up like a ballet dancer
And yelled, "By gum, I've got the answer!"
"They want my bacon slice by slice
"To sell at a tremendous price!
"They want my tender juicy chops
"To put in all the butcher's shops!
"They want my pork to make a roast
"And that's the part'll cost the most!
"They want my sausages in strings!
"They even want my chitterlings!
"The butcher's shop! The carving knife!
"That is the reason for my life!
"Such thoughts as these are not designed
To give a pig great piece of mind.
Next morning, in comes Farmer Bland,
A pail of pigswill in his hand,
And piggy with a mighty roar,
Bashes the farmer to the floor…
Now comes the rather grizzly bit
So let's not make too much of it,
Except that you must understand
That Piggy did eat Farmer Bland,
He ate him up from head to toe,
Chewing the pieces nice and slow.
It took an hour to reach the feet,
Because there was so much to eat,
And when he finished, Pig, of course,
Felt absolutely no remorse.
Slowly he scratched his brainy head
And with a little smile he said,
"I had a fairly powerful hunch
"That he might have me for his lunch.
"And so, because I feared the worst,
"I thought I'd better eat him first."
Roald Dahl


I am disgusted.

by the way you act..


i really dont know what to do now.

Chinese Orchestra
Min Ling was a fantabulous member of the chinese orchestra that brought laughter fun and joy to the people.Despite undergoing extreme torture by ding xiaoyan and having swallow droppings on her head every other day,she maintained a positive attitude even in the face of her more complacent members.Even though she felt extremely tempted to curse rudely and spit at her conductor using expletives such as f*** and c******,she still managed to restrain her temper and maintained excellent relations with authority figures. Min Ling was experienced a kaleidoscope of emotions-shock,horror,WAH-SWAY,WA LAO-ness when her ruan string broke during the SYF competition,but maintained her composure and swayed even more ferociously to cover up her mistake.To date she still loves nyco and her nostril digging dizi senior who so blatantly ripped off her joke.


Scholars Development Programme
Under the direction of Mr Botak and two random hags whose names are insignificant,the Scholars Development Programme was responsible for bombarding Min Ling with Useless Programmes that Wasted her Time.Min Ling exhibited her patience,kindness and politeness by attending all such events and pretending to be honoured when honestly she couldn’t care less because she realized she doesn’t want a scholarship.Min Ling is extremely irritated to be labelled as a scholar as she just wanted to fade into the background and be an ordinary student,but not too stupid,of course.Being Unglam she is obviously targeted for etiquette courses,which she responds by having epilectic fits in horror and shock.Because of this programme, Min Ling has also been involved in various activites with R,a certain *cough* charming classmate which Min Ling decides not to suan today because it would be Extremely Scandalous if I talked about him too much.Min Ling is in a good mood oh yes she is.HIRE HER.

Green Committee
Under the Guidance of Ms judy tan and in partnership with j lau and yk,ml proceeds to investigate the ambiguous and purported uses of Garbage Enzyme,a fertilizer and cleaning liquid obtained from components of your Toilet Bowl.MinLing displays her Extreme Tolerance for Bad Smell in squeezing the cloth filter to extract the liquid from the gooey muck( her hands stank for a day after tt) and not fainting at the smell of the Honeydew Enzyme,which seriously smells like shit.Even though she doubted the feasibility of the garbage enzyme due to the disgusted faces of the participants in the Garbage Enzyme workshop,she perservered in promoting its positive aspects,not because of the $8000 prize money,of course not :)

-loaded by work.

HIATUS
XD

*recent conversation with X,talking about how i was flamed on someone's blog*

me:haiyah...i also never do it on purpose,why are girls so sensitive :(

X:ah well u know girls are like that la..i dun get why u read people's blog also

me:accident one la! i only do so when i boh liao,cos i dont game and stuff ma!then in the morning nothing better to do,dont want use brain..

X:guys dont even bother to have a blog..they dun concern themselves with those kind of things..

me: guys got blog lor,like ryan...

X:ah,ryan is a bit metrosexual la..

me: LOL!

omg that is like so true.

p.s. flaming issue has been resolved,so DONT ask me about it cos i wont say!

Does anyone know how to lose weight? o.O

nope its not for me,its for my mum...who keep complaining and nagging over my shoulder such that i wonder why she hasnt slimmed down from all the calories expended from talking.i am not tt slim myself ,but i exercise sufficiently to keep myself from becoming obese.


but so,she refuses to go running with me (my pace is too fast ) and attends useless yoga classes,(i also can be yoga instructor lor, i got the crouching tiger hidden dragon pose,which is to hide under the bed and snore).


nyahahah.

congratulations to CO,

love u guys alot alot


u made me realize what a cca actually should be

a cca is something u look forward to and want to contribute,not something that you want to pon and always find excuses to go out of.

a cca is where you all work together towards a common goal

a cca can get sian after awhile,but your fellow cca-mates keep u going,and laughing and joking thoughout your cca

a cca is where u stick up for each other,tolerate the scoldings of the teacher/conductor/coach together,encourage each other,laugh and tease each other


a cca is where u and the people have common interest,so u can complain together,tease people together,joke together (while suffering,mind you)


a cca is a break from your monotonous study life, so u can hang out with a variety of fun people


a cca is where u can get a sense of achievments outside your studies,such that it becomes an even more integral part of your life than lessons


a cca is an emotional rollercoaster ride,where u cry because u think you are not good enough,you will be a liability and subject under constant pressure to balance your studies and your cca,but you also laugh a lot more in the more relaxed times,while u enjoy it,put in effort,progress and compete with everyone else to attain....


GOLD WITH HONOURS

i am so proud of you guys

i am so proud to be a part of nyco


i am so proud to have been a part of the team that got the first ever gold with honours syf award in nanyang junior college history


even though i only learnt the instrument last year

even though i didnt really like the zhognruan girls at first cos i though they were a bit sian,but after wards grew to love them alot cos of the qj jokes haha!


THANK YOU


wei jian,for helping to push me into syf and helping me tune my ruan and teaching me how to lun

Jon lau,for psychoing me into CO on that fateful day in Fn B

Kaijie,for psychoing j lau to join CO and making funny faces at me when u caught my eye during co and making me laugh.

Zihui,for suddenly appearing at the end of the year and being the first j1 i talked/gossip to and also smsed me when she heard abt my plight

and all the other CO members,which made me feel like part of a big family.

Ding xiaoyan,despite your pressure and harsh scolding, i know it is for the orchestra's own good, xin ku ni le.really.and i owe u ten dollars for the pick.


and everyone
else
who congratulated me and told me they were proud of me when i was smsing random people tt i got gold with honours

and my family who tolerated my doh ray ti lah so da da da da dum dum on my zhongruan for months! (even though my sister who is in the percussion section for band was equally irritating)


love u lots.<3

p.S. GOUZAI!!!! sub-cca by CO by invitation only
founded by j lau
President: Kaijie
VP:Zihui
Soon to be exco me who has to do a 5000 word research essay on any chosen topic
and the rest are Reseach Officers lol.