(Tuesday, July 21, 2009 / 8:43 AM)
TESTING TESTING BLOGGER IS SCREWING UP
2009 half yr goals (Saturday, July 18, 2009 / 12:21 AM)
- get serious about studying and stop watching fairly oddparents on television now.DAMN YOU CABLE.and im vr sian cos i got D for chem which was previously my best subject! oh well i should be thankful that i did not fail la,but i dont know whether to laugh or cry. i think i shall do both!:)
- control my spending?i am not sure for what but it jus feels not right to buy things whenever i want,i bought a yellow mouse out of impulse=_= probably not going to be spectacular compared to my old mouse,but i am vain.haha.anw my laptop is green so it would kinda match,like a dandelion.
- regulate my sleep cycle.and this is done by BUYING A NEW MATTRESS.which would totally contradict #2.
- have something to work towards.i am goal-less for now.i have a love hate relationship for biology as i like diversity and evolution but can never seem to score well for it and i hate the application topics which i also never seem to score well for but due to my astounding luck in MCQ i always manage to scrape a pass and therefore i cannot declare myself Totally Hopeless in Biology (a THIB) and i am going to get serious about ittt.but then in uni what can i do,life sciences without biology?i think to some extent FASS is hopeless leh.nyahh/i shall be a bummer for the rest of my life.
- .some conversations with my friends have made me think..is it really a lucky thing to be rich? i asked rotting phoenix and she said she would rather be poor and free rather than rich and restricted cos you are free to seek your own fortune.i guess it is the unpredictability of life that makes it more fun.i mean, it is good to have direction,but then it is just not for me.CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF *COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH* do not want to marry into a rich family.very pressure.like the house so big then the in laws will be watching your every move.i am still very much the HDB kid at heart and would like to stay that way.
- pluck out my remaining two wisdom teeth.argh i am still afraid of the pain the previous time i really bled like no tommorow for er.one day and then still had to go back to take out the stitches and argh had to abstain from sweets and solid food which was torturous cos i was on a porridge diet.so basically i just moodily decomposed at home for a week and i really dont know if i can afford to miss any more lessons due to shitty results.maybe i was too complacent?
- try to get out of the remaining 2 sessions of the PINK and PURPLE gym that my mum signed me up for O__________Oi am so mortified.i think when you saw the expression on my face when i walked in you would die laughing la.i shall not elaborate more due to the sheer torture of the memory
- force my aunt to buy me more bubble gum from overseas~~~i miss bubble gum boo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hooo hooooooo.now with rubber band in my braces i think will have difficulty chewing le.damn u watsons for stopping the sale of bubble gums! i think they kind of realized that they would not be able to track environmental hazards from bubble gum just by taking down the names of those who bought bubble gum.how ah,trace the salivary DNA and link back to the person?or each bubble gum fragment has a unique DNA sequence that we can run through gel electrophoresis that acts as a molecular sieve in an electric field (bio student inside joke xD) then we use Southern blotting to find out the DNA fingerprint of each bubbly individual?WHYY DOES SG BAN BUBBLE GUM WHYY.MY LIFE IS MISERABLE ENOUGH *SOOOBBBSSSS*
- be more tolerant of word boo-boos.LOL worzx.usually i think people who put "wor" behind their sentences very act cute so unless you are really cute i forbid my friends from saying it! this also includes greeting me with "hihi" at the beginning of an msn conversation,which is CONDEMNED TO BE GAY as most of the people i know who use it are guys.and i dont like it when guys talk to me and end their sentences with "mann", i feel LIKE RELEASING MY INNER MAN LING RWAR and scream at them "HELLO I AM NOT A MAN IF I WAS I WOULD BE SPEAKING IN A DEEP MANLY VOICE LIKE HURRR HUURRRR HUURRR I HAVE LOTS OF CHEST HAIR AND TESTOSTERONE AND MY SECRET FETISH IS PINK TUTUS(although baby blue is fine) HOOO HOOO HOOOOOOOO."this shall be in a manly colour of baby blue because i think i used pink too many times in this post.and yellow is out cos its the colour of a manly buhnana.woohoo.
- END THIS POST AND START TO LIVE A LIFE AWAY FROM COM! XD
(Wednesday, July 15, 2009 / 6:38 AM)
wah, i very sian,my mid years is like crap! to think i can drop thirty marks for promos O.O i think this time my rank points drop by at least ten unless some miracle happens.siiiiaaaann..im predicting double B double D and a C,gladfully never fail any subjects.
but then i must faster get out of the A-less curse i have lapsed into in j2...D: and hopefully not get any Us man,time to get serious.and start chionging.
memoirs with a gay-sha (Sunday, July 12, 2009 / 3:31 AM)
joined jon,kaijie and steffie at yukiyaki after collecting my blazer from school.so mafan,have to wait until 2 to collect it.sometimes i think teachers jus like to waste our time ya.so they were already eating merrily when i reached so i just squeezed my butt beside wenzhen.
i think we changed the foil like 5 times so we keep chaota-ing and jon even ripped a hole in a foil.i was the only one who ate vegetables there(personal preference) so i un ceremonously dumped in one whole stack which covered everyone else's meat.got style leh.
aft eatin for three hours(thats not the record yet, i think the longest i ever ate was 4 hours),the waitress handed us the bill and jon was collecting the money.thn i wanted to try the mochi,so the rest asked me to help them get to.then u know the mochi is usually served with the powder on top right.so jon bit into the peanut one..
at that moment,jon had an epiphany and decided that he wanted to be a geisha.
check out his seductive pout.dont u just desire him?
jon shooting steffie seductive looks beneath his lashes.so disgusting lor.only can come from jonathan.slut.
what a fine work of art.cant you see the balance,the dichotomy in the colours,the epitome of representation between yin and yang?
kaijie( my newly promoted second best friend) looking miserably at his empty plate. i think he got the niang niang virgin look.
jon is leering at him waiting to pounce on him.RWAR.omg dun ask me how i always seem to get unglam shots of jon,maybe he is just naturally a slut,bringing pain and misery to the world.anyway my camera ran out of bat so that it,plus im not much of a camwhore anyway.come on,THAT PICTURE BURNS MY EYES.IT BUUURRRRNNNNS.how can a male friend be sexier than me,like oh my god.so scandalous.WAIII YOU WERE SO INNOCENT WHEN I KNEW YOU.
gladly,kaijie left yukiyaki mostly unmolested to play arcade and afterwards join us to go home =D
and yeah..gotta stop kaijie from blackmailing me with the sleeping-on-my-ruan pose.eh alot of people do it too ok.anyway i didnt know he was going to seriously take that photo,so i just struck the high fashion pose.i bet its a classic.going to delete it when i have the chance...such beauty is not meant for human eyes.i think kaijie doesnt even read my blog lor.
shit.i just gave him the url yesterday.\
had CO practice the next day,gt to play ruan agn after some time hahaha.it was much more relaxing without auntie ding around.thn can make faces at suyi,jon and kaijie.
obviously gt arrowed on scandal agn.-_______- zhiwen and jon were very excited.double
sian.im still not sure how to react.but it gets a bit irritating whn people talk about you behind your back,then got paranoid feeling that they are talking bad about you,then ill get very sian.haiz.guess cant be helped,it is CO anyway.and no i am not that bian tai to peep at people in the shower,i want to look i jus guang ming zheng da go in ok.hahahahhah joking la.
anyways aft tt left with the usual ppl to go eat lunch opposite zhonghua and talk.then got green apple bubble tea which was so cold that it almost left me choking.decided to join kaijie to go back sch to study and ended up talking to him until 6pm,thankfully can multi task.obviously complained about jon la,cmon who can resist.we are such abused long-suffering friends.
we saw the j1s meet until really late, wah so hiong,not sure for what.even when my mum picked me up at 6 plus we still saw a couple of them hanging around the area.maybe it is a scandal la (cos gt a guy and a girl?) but i dunno im not so kpo to go around spreading.
(Thursday, July 9, 2009 / 3:15 AM)
finally,mid years are over! :D biology mcq was so cheap,so many questions came from the past yrs sch's prelim paper and neo claimed not to know it.LOL.
i think this is the first major exam i have sat for during jc life.ironically i was even less prepared than block test and feel much less confident.screw jc.
going out tmr to have a bitching session with the usual ppl that i sit with in the canteen in the morning -_-they wanted to go suki sushi,but i dont know...my palate for sashimi is not very well refined and the idea of gorging on sashimi makes me feel nauseous.oh dont worry i will go anyway.haha.
which made me notice,why arent there a wider range of food choices in singapore.i mean,honestly,it is just jap,ang moh,chinese over and over again...plus the occasional pseudo-thai/vietnam/hongkong/taiwan snack thingy which dont even taste remotely one half of the real thing because it has to be "catered to singaporean preferences".so hence,singaporeans have no guts to try exotic food,like say,cockroach testicles :O
heard about this really cool restaurant in taipei while net-surfing,i really hope it gets franchised in singapore!
THE TOILET RESTAURANT.HAHA.
fashioned with toilet seats and all! hahahahah!so u can eat and xxxx at the same time.
this one confirm cannot advertise 100% authentic and fresh ingredients,though it looks oddly palatable xD.
but then looking at the picture. where got swirl until so nice.for those who think i am being utterly disgusting, u can eat your words cos it is not as if u have never looked into a toilet bowl before.ahahah.
today is a gay day (Tuesday, July 7, 2009 / 4:28 AM)
hehehehhehe
im happy happy happy happy happy.
ask me why! :D
ART TRADE WITH AH NING JIE (Sunday, July 5, 2009 / 3:19 AM)
WHY AM I SUCH A TERRIBLE ARTIST.WAIIII.
sorry for being incapable of colouring/wrong mouth:head ratio/ugly proportions/not enough gas/not enough hair/too much hair
i requested her to draw me! so cute! wuv ya! ehehe i probably lok x10 uglier in real life >>.>>and i wear polka dots and stripes tt dun clash!=D
I AM SO DEPRIVED OF GOOD LOOKING PPL IN NY THAT I HAVE TO RESORT TO ANDROGYNOUS EMO GERMANS!!!
come on,look at your face in the mirror! YOU ARE UGLAAYYY D:
oh tokio hotel come to singapore *drools*
(Friday, July 3, 2009 / 12:10 AM)
the biology paper would have been easy if i had studied all the RIGHT chapters! michelle struck jackpot when she studied all the earlier chapters ,me also.on the contrary i gave up all the earlier chapters...-__- and i convieniently forgot that the lac Z gene was part of the lac operon! like fk la that is like basic i dunno what the hell i was thinking.and i didnt even read gene amplification because it was totally omitted during the common test.
and bill kaulitz is sexy...despite his terrible hair.
are you really important in my life? (Wednesday, July 1, 2009 / 10:33 PM)
when someone leaves,it is either "good riddance",'we could do better without you" or "oh we miss you so much so much".and then we also complain about friends all the time to the point of misunderstanding, but then how would we feel if they were not by our side?to some people it doesnt make a difference,to some, it does. i dont know. for better or worse it is ultimately their own decision.i think i am not in the position to reveal details here, just blogging how i feel.makes me wonder how i would feel, if wenzhen or jon ever left school.i mean, i would miss them, but i wouldnt go to the extent of crying. i would just wish them luck and yeah hope we keep in contact then let them go.and ya,continue my semi-amoebic existence.if i was an outcast without them,i would just exist as being an outcast.i mean, if they were really my friends,we should wish each other well right? i would rather it be an emotionless parting, because i wouldnt want to disrupt their lives any more.feeling makes you more human,but you hurt more cos we're flesh and blood.bb also told me before he doesnt like goodbyes,which is one of the reasons he didnt go to zuyao's farewell party.i dont know.i think goodbyes make it more painful.you never really forget someone you treasured,you just get used to them not being around.
