life is good*teneh neh neh neh neh neh * (hums badly out of tune)
im not satisfied with my life,but at least im not complaining right now.have found new people to inspire me over the past year..so many things that happened..to tell you the truth results worry is the last thing on my mind right now.perhaps it is arrogance because i always took care to maintain a certain standard in my results *paiseh* but i always think there are more important things in life la.
pursuing my love for music again.something i tried to deny but cant run away from,now ill embrace it and do my best..if i end up to be a talentless person,then it is just too bad.still got my brains to rely on! in the midst of drawing up a regime incorporating vai's 10 hr workout,combining sensitivity and technical skills before i can elevate to adding emotion. meaning extreme discipline in the first few hours before playing whatever crap u like towards the end heh heh i guess it reminds you of why u picked up the instrument in the first place.
my wallpaper!mine is on the right! but i am traitorous i keep looking over to the left! D: so sorry ibby-chan.
and randomly! went out with cheryl!
and today went out with jonathan to visit and laugh at kaijie who was working at the Dating Fiesta. he was one hour late as usual and hurried home to play maple seriously he is a stupid gaming idiot bwahahah.no photos cos we never camwhore.come on how to camwhore with a couple of idiots.kaijie looks like he is on PMS when he is working,reminds me of the anti PMS pills advertisement long ago...about Typhoon Annie ( a middle aged working professional with unfashionably curled hair and flared nostrils in ill cut business suit,remember?)..but somehow comparing my second-best friend to a 50 year old saggy female was kind of disturbing so i immediately arrested the idea.as my guit teacher nick said,sometimes it is best not to think so much.
we were in the shampoo section.i have no idea what i was looking shiftily at.most probably i was awed by cheryl's beauty whilst she was gazing dreamily in the mirror at me =)
another step,organizing new goals and putting my life in check.
so much time really gives you alot of newfound responsibility doesnt it?i am sooo glad for the long holidays and i wish it was longer but not too long or else our brains will rust when uni comes.
meanwhile,a level worriers take heart! it will be okay! if it is not okay then too bad! really u cant do anything about it besides retaking a levels,killing yourself,killing someone who scored better than you(preferably not me) and killing yourself or killing a teacher and embark on a 100 mile escape from the local police and afterwards find your Inner Zen and subsequently retire into the Alps as an apprentice of the Tibetan monks.
