im surprised and touched about the people who were proud of me though i did not get the perfect score i was aiming for.ms kwok...my aunt and uncle...random people who congratulated me...thanks for all your help.my head is really aching from uni decisions -_-

i felt crushed when i saw that B on my cert for the subject i was the most confident in,that i fought so hard to take in jc and had to take a special timetable which isolated me somewhat from my class(i was initially posted to econs i had to argue with the HOD to get me into h2 lit),even more so when many of my classmates gt 6As and i wasnt part of them.if only i had done a bit better,pushed jus little bit more,was more disciplined and didnt slack so much,didnt involve myself in so much non academic shit,took up the h3 that they offered me in j1,had much more SENSE in making decisions and thinking about the future rather than not being bothered at all.if only,if only...

God i probably sound like whiny bitch.