(Saturday, March 13, 2010 / 4:22 AM)
its not a dead route when u go into university,tt is what i must say.from all my research a forum scouting..:/
yday went to NUS open house,talked to a few people from medicine law ..and real estate????LOL i dun wanna sell property! the campus is not as bad as i thought though I may only be seeing the new side though haha.
after tt went for Astar talk to accompany a friend,met many hwa chong potential scholars who freaked me out.but overall the talk was quite informative,gave insights about life overseas.and also made me more determined not to be a bonded scholar.I mean,can u imagine the pressure to produce results when they have paid for your education for 8 years? I didnt miss the note of worry in the scholar's voice when he talked about how his project was failing.Science is not a thing we can really control,it also boils down to luck and not all can be successful.
I think the path for me has become more clear now...thanks loads to the people i talked with.you shouldnt give up on a dream when it becomes impossible.
Im on the verge of shaving my head if i really do get into the course that I want or i may take a gap year to think things out and get contacts.please oh God/Buddha/Allah give me your blessings!