(Monday, March 8, 2010 / 4:03 AM)
not good enough.again.
not good enough during PSLE and O levels to get into the school I wanted.now probably the same thing is going to happen for A levels.shit that doesnt even count cos i donno wat i want.
boonbin asked me to go back sch consult mr neo ( career guidance ah ) n now I am like half psycho-ed to do life sciences.wah lao it is like a vicious cycle.I shall write a path of my ambitions.
I wanted to be a nurse in pri 1,my first ambition,no idea WHY.I think the idea of healthcare just seemed very wholesome and perfect to me.
Then i wanted to be an author cos my dad used to make be read lotsa books,imagine the trauma of a seven year old kid being forced to read charles dickens from cover to cover.i became averse to boring genres but on the whole it cultivated a love for reading,so Im really thankful to my dad for selflessly building up my education foundation...so dad whereever you are now im really grateful..pls give me help and direction during times when im so confused on what to do..
cue sec sch when the drawing manga bug hit i wanna be an artist.but no $ so i gave up.plus there are loads more people out there who have been drawing...i could compete with them if i had the dedication and resources...but such creative outlets would have to take a backseat to pragmatism.
I think the past few days the most jialat one. media ->life sciences->aviation->business->dentistry( why not medicine you ask who the fk are you kidding i have no brains or balls for med)->law->life sciences -_________________-
ok dentistry is no hope one la.
media too superficial so ive crossed tt out.
law the 10th percentile is AAA/A im slightly below :( but i tink i have a chance of getting in cos I have A for GP.universities mainly consider your 3 h2s and GP and GP is the main killer of many people.therefore i tink i have an advantage over an AAA/A person with GP B.but what im afraid for law is tt the content might be too dry i think ill jus die on the spot -.-
it all depends on march 13 when i go down for the open house of NUS.please let me absolutely love/hate it there...i still like smu lei!
