Letters. (Saturday, April 10, 2010 / 9:39 AM)
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I would like to know if anyone is reading because i wonder if i should venture to more private issues.
to mom:
i dont really care what you look like,no need to waste money on facials or all that crap anyway.
to friends:
thank you to those who have stayed.
you are my motivation to learn and progress.putting a light to my smile.
for those who left,i hope you rot in hell.
to singapore:
I admit that you are well and fine,but i feel that i need a change.there are too many disappointments for me here,perhaps partly my own fault.My life has never been smooth sailing,but i still challenge myself,set high expectations and sometimes i wonder if it is even worth it when i see my peers cruising through their wishes.Im just holding on tightly to my boat in hope that the waves would finally subside and I would be content with my achievements and what I have thus far.For now i feel like i have done nothing.fine,chide me for being spoiled,but beind ridiculously unsuccessful in my scholarly endeavours makes me disillusioned and critical.Maybe it is time to leave,or stop and do some soul searching.
to my future clients:
I hope to help and i will do my best.
I might disappoint.
but.I understand if i do and i will show my deepest condolences.
I hold the weight of expectations on my shoulders,such that it crushes me
Look up,child.
there is still hope to overcome adversity.
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I cant even hold my head up high.
i dont see what is so awesome.
