(Wednesday, May 26, 2010 / 4:37 AM)
count on my mom to downplay my achievements and make me feel like shit again.wow,so many people accepted ah? oh of course it is very commonplace for students to get into law and medicine!it requires NO EFFORT at all,besides being a bum,slacking,not wearing the clothes that i bought like eons ago,turning on the air con for too long,having high phone bills and all the other inadequacies that i have.wow i got in cos of LUCK and not because i put in any effort at all,this must be perfectly true.i actually wrote "baa baa black sheep" as the only words in my essay,i think it got switched!in fact i must be incredibly stupid to be rejected by medicine!im such a fucking idiot right i should have known the name of the health minister,my application for other faculties,have a reason for not having a hospital attachment,the entire medical curriculum as well as medical current affairs and demonstrate them within a span of five seconds!
i have been a failure all my life of course and due to your curses i shall die a failure,overworked by my futile life long desires to be successful in life.ive failed to get into my dream sec sch,my dream jc and my dream university course.i dont have a talent that i can brag about.i have flawed academic results.i speak too fast and too vulgar.I am anal retentive.I have no love for the Singapore system.I am critical of myself and everyone around me.I am sensitive.Tell me to be contented,compared to the fucking african children,well,then it is the same as telling me not to have any expectations.dream big and get screwed real time.
why cant i be content with just FASS.i was so content in the beginning why did i change my mind to join the rat race.why cant i just be stupid so i can truly be a failure and do some rubbish job to get by.
