hlaf emo post + ion! (Monday, June 28, 2010 / 8:13 AM)
there are some things you say that you cant take back and i can never forgive i hate it how words can hurt this way. the invisible helmet on my head just screws on tighter every second,clouding my vision.at many points in my life i have bridged to new chapters where i feel that i may be the same person but more liberated.now i can laugh without worrying what people think of me,criticize without worrying about hw others judge me,say anything that is on my mind without worrying about losing my friends cos they know what kind of person i am.
it really affects me alot when i lose a friend cos i feel that i dont have chemistry with alot of people such that i can talk about anything comfortably with them.it makes me really disillusioned about friendship sometimes,is it really worth the time and emotional investment when people just drift apart eventually and dont bother to communicate,or move on to new environments.i really do make the effort to maintain communication with the people in my life that i treasure and whether it gets reciprocated is another matter.i dont feel that it is pathetic at all because it comes from the bottom of my heart and it is up to other people to judge me.perhaps i have made mistakes and rubbed off people the wrong way,but u cant really please everyone can you.
move on,forget,laugh,love,live.wonder how long i can keep this shit up.
anyway on to lovelier things! i went to ion with jonathan lau the gay pimp yesterday :D and we stared at coloured pencils and louis vuitton bags (yes we actually went inside the shop looking like a couple of idiots and enquired very cheem questions and i declared loudly i wanted a lv messenger bag)and some more he looked like a banana cos of his shaved head and yellow polo tee HAHAHA.
why ion in good to shop in:
can pole dance,skate,slide across the floor and ull practically be unhurt and not affect anyone (may get a few weird stares though) while for taka u need to squeeze through the crowds.plus u can act tai tai and posh and make plans for ur future career haha.
notable shops in ion:
faber castel
remember the colour pencils we had a pri school?well now they cost $1150 per set for adults! whoa! we practically stood outside the shop and ogled at the pencils.a few miserable pencils that pwn a louis vuitton bag.like wat turf.not something u see every day,only in ion! for the rich and er...richer.
then we went taka,where jon forced me to say hi to my ex colleagues being the true asshole that he is and to cope free coffee.
IT IS FREE.
louis vuitton
that is needless to say,however zhiwen just told me recently not worth it to buy now cos they changing the design,i salute you girl truly a tai tai in training.jon is buying from hk anyway and im not too interested in branded good unless they are like gorgeous like the louis vuitton messenger bag which i fell in love with when i saw it at a polar cafe <3 oh my loves i shall holdeth u one day,thou art kind.
some liquer shop
with many bottles of different coloured liquer shaped like male genitalia -.- and super expensive of course,once broken considered sold.
SOUR CHERRY WITH A DASH OF VODKA SOUNDS GORGEOUS :)*hint*
then we sort of discuss stuff for our birthday party and decided cope our serviettes from macdonalds,our sugar packets from starbucks and make it a potluck party in the void deck (JUST KIDDING LAH HAHAH) but i really want a big birthday bash so that i can meet all my friends in one go though the usual big bday is when ur 21?
