suddenly i'm famous and people know my name minling.zhss.nyjc.NUS law student and still trying to figure out my path in life. bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

my heart has been captured by your funny little smile

i don't know for sure where this is going blah

don't promise me forever just love me day by day Layout: hasta mañana Inspiration: balloon.s Fonts: toomunch Icons: defying affection Lyrics: Funny Little World Others: colour codes

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i think options are an additional burden!if only the world could be totalitarian.





OH YEAH BABY!





went back to SIWW headquarters this week.I MISS THE GIRLS THERE.:(





they are so full of nonsense! i think my lawmates are like alot more mature than them! haha.with a few exceptions of course.

moments of solemn contemplation

and no,the serious cutthroat world out there doesnt scare me.If it seems like im always acting childish is because i celebrate youth.I dont want to grow up so fast because i know i will get jaded sooner or later.there is a fine line btwn ignorance and directing your energies to something else.

im still in mourning for discovering my ambition and losing it but i realize sometimes we can never be good enough.perhaps im too cowardly and selfish to wait a little longer to realize my dream.but here is to another good 4 years in law school :)
but it is still a heartache,like a lingering emptiness.i try,i really do,to have no expectations so i wont be disappointed but i always fail =.=


but then i look at the people i know who are struggling to get an education.my cousin,an ITE student,recently talked to me about the concerns about his future.He is a culinary student in ITE Clementi ,specialising in Western dining.Polytechnic prospects,working prospects,all of these seemed very foreign to me but i knew they were very real to him.i tried to help him by researching about sunrice and other alternative institutions,but essentially i realized that the food and beverage industry depends on your basal passion and ability to cook.it is really about passion,slogging those long hard hours in the sweltering kitchen perfecting a recipe.and im not sure,from his toneless dejection,that he has such a passion,or merely views it as an occupation for his bread and butter.( not that he wouldnt be able to get free bread and butter from the restaurant he worked in!)




bread and peanut butter for gastronomy's sake.









passion and ability.do i even have those in the course i have chosen to partake in?




I thought of my friend who was working part time while studying in SIM.i thought of the people who couldnt get into university despite slogging so hard.I thought of the people.And i realized that academically i am fortunate,even though i always fall short of my heavenly goals,there is always a bed of stars to cushion my fall.( though u can hardly call my previous schools a bed of stars,they are like half fked up but twice the fun! XD)











so anyway to lift my mood i have been doing research on CAKES i used the 0804 style of birthday celebration on my lawmates and so far response has been mostly positive but somewhat mixed. :/ i still get to buy cake anyway hehe shameless.





i really love coffee bean's cake and their cute designs! if anyone gave me a slice i would positively hug them! <3 cant stop drooling over the brochure.okay not literally drooling that would be really gross but the cakes just look really gooooooooood.CHOCOLATE!














Oh Mr Coffee Bean tiramisu,looking deliciously chocolately today!how i wish i could just bite into the layers of soft vanilla sponge and fluffy cream.The smooth texture would then be perfectly contrasted by scatterings of crunchy bittersweet chocolate and the powdery coffee.heavenly decadence in every mouthfullll~~lets have a date next week baby :D





actually this is not my favouritest flavour per se larh but it was the nicest picture of a coffee bean cake i could find using GOOGLE IMAGE's limited capabilities.and would still wuv the person that gives it to me.